New Years Eve

Wow has it been a year already? Time flies. It just seems like yesterday I was celebrating the incoming of 2008. I'm really excited about 2009. I just have this feeling great things are going to happen for me and let's not even get started on our Brother President. OMG...Luv u Obama! :)
Last year at this time I was really ill and just released from the hospital. I spent the entire month of December08 in the hospital and was released just before new year's eve. I was so happy to spend it quietly at home with my family. I was so thankful. This year I have my inner angel and little devil tugging at me. I love the Lord and I want to spend the evening at my church watch night like I've been doing since I was a kid but there's also that part of me that want's to throw on a cute outfit, my black stiletto boots and have some fun. What to do, what to do? I'm thankful that God allowed me to see 2008 and now 2009's coming in a few hours and I want to bring it in with a blast. There have been times when I chose to stay home or go out but I'm feeling really guilty about wanting to party because of all I've been through. So what do I do? Go to church and bring in the new year on bended knee or go out and shake my azz? Lol Stay tuned.
Sweet Diva